*sizzle*
there goes the rest of my brain


Its been a tough past two days.
I havent had that much diffuculty in uni since like..my first assignment ever. And this was a group assessment. Pretty much i got F**ked over and i ended being the only one to hand in anything or do the speech.
pfft people just dont care n e more.
Been pretty low.
Sooooo
i came home this morning, made a pot of tea, had a loooong shower, did a black head thing and a mask. feeling good.


Two assessments left and the first year of uni will finally be at an end.
I've been doing so much arty work lately, it's felt great!
I gave away a BIG piece that i worked hard on a week ago to my best mate for his 18th. I've never ever given my work out before. But daniel loved it and watched me create it over the many weeks of depression, anger and love in which i made it. always there. he deserved it. he fell in love with it. will have to get a foto of the piece.

Going to start designing my Second tattoo now. Thnking along the line, of course, of zombies. (My nick name pretty much throughout senior grade etc - i hated that school it made me feel like teh walking dead)
Anywhos.

Shall try upload some stuff.
don't really have the resources to do it all, but ill see what i can muster up.

Lovelovelove

My heart broke the day i let you walk away from me, the day our final hug was lingering, mistakes were made that caused ripples in our lives to reverberate for to too long and now i can't miss you, my heart forgot how and why.
That day my heart was broken, it ran away, and now it lost its way, birds have pecked and eaten the bread crum trail left behind, eating with them the beautiful memories, leaving only this empty feeling of regret.


just a random ramble....

explanation:

I'll try never to forget, sometimes i want to and sometimes i wish i had never said those words, i wish i had never left them alone that one night where their minds were in the wrong place. Leave her behind, i can, leave him ...its been harder than anything i EVER imagined. We worked, we clicked, he was my escape, my love.. the one friend who cud take me away.

uni is taking up so much of my damned time recently! I have this canvas that ive been wanting to finish for ages now, between uni work driving and radio i have barely enough time to sleep.
But holidays are soon and i intend to go on a few adventures
Maybe just away with the camera for a while. i think that would be a nice idea.
I was in the arts section at uni today and got incredibly jealous of n e one who was doing a course where they got to roam in those buildings...

But be assured i have not lost all creative inspiration.
i still see beauty where ever i go, even if in the most horrid things.

2008.

Wow.

New art work has been posted. Was guna add more but the scanner is being a..bad machine! Once i figure it out my other stuff will be added!

So i got my result, and it was much much better then the score i need to get into my course so hopefully tomorrow when offers for uni come out i will be asked to do the course i want! So excited.

The canvases i have posted up are so wonderful to me, and usually i dont like my art. But they have emotional attachments to them.

Like the last blog stated, 07 was filled with, loosing a love, long lost love dancing in front of me, to a new completly new love becoing a huge part of my life. I have lost important people, learned from hurtful people. And sadly lost a best friend..More like a family member actually. I should prolly releasethis hurt in an artful way. So maybe something will come along soon.

Keep ya posted.

hey
so its been a very long time
the drawings i said in the last blog have been done, many more canvases have been filled.
old love flitted across my path,
new love has found a place in my current one.
An amazing journey has ended, i recently finished school, 13 years completed, my final result comes out in a week and a bit. How exciting. Then to uni, studying media and communication for radio.

I shud post my art, but then again, that takes time, that takes effort..lol nah my scanner isnt big enough. My camera broke. Got dads, so i shud do that during these holidays i have.

im tired as, so im guna go.

(L) to all.
(L) is in my life, so why not embrace it.

screw the fake, and screw the hurt


xxx